family

Their smiles are the reason i dont kill myself. Their smiles go away often and i dont know what to do. 

CHRISDOTRIVERA CHKNIN 

A disgruntled Luke skywalk

 So I don’t think I have access to enterthehamilton.blogspot.com

This is chrisdotrivera btw

Y’all don’t even care. 

This is chris rivera though not charles. 

I don’t even have technical permission to be blogging but n1ggas wanna yell at me about drugs and mental health. Then “go to sleep” ignore me….

As another night I spend alone. 

With a fiancé, a female bestie and my idol “by my side “ 

Only thing I see is a bottle of Xans and a few calls I made that will upset others. But um I’m manic and on Xanax so let’s go!